Thank you for compensating Mr.everyday-fate-setter...or God?!

I had a pretty worthless day ( which does not include the evening) . It was pathetic. Yesterday one of my classmate and some guy in our school officially started going out. I was absent yesterday . (Wasn't well so mom said i could stay back) . Anyways yesterday they officially got together but they didn't want a lot of people to know because the guy's rep was at stake...or something like that . So more than being excited about the relationship Sanjana ( the girl..) was more obsessed about ME not getting to know. Okay i have known Sanjana for what 7 months now and who is she ...no seriously who is she to judge my character .?! I BARELY KNOW THE GIRL!!!! okay fine so she did .People have opinions , cool.I'm okay with it.Understandable. And no problem that she went and told Simran ( her new boyfriend) about me being a very 'gossip-ish' person .But what ticked me off was the way people just kept coming up to me and telling me " Arya ! how did you get to know?! " "you were NOT suppose to know " " now we're screwed 'cuz Arya knows" .... DUDE i have been ... wait i AM of the oldest students of my school . i am grounded in my roots . I was elected 'School Captain' for 2 years straight ! doesn't that say anything about my character? . No really , i really wonder how people per sieve me ?!!! If they were talking behind my back , i couldn't care less. What i don't know wont hurt me. But TO MY FACE hearing it from people who i thought trusted me and vice verse really upset me. You know every night i can confidently close my eyes and confess to God that i have been good and i have not done anything in my power to hurt anyone.OKay a few jokes here and there but who doesn't right? When you hurt someone you end up having this guilty feeling built up inside you and you can feel it even when you deny the truth. But i sleep every night confident that i haven't done wrong or at least not intentionally. People i knew for years together ,came up to me and said stuff that really hurt me. Especially when they hear it from someone who has been around for what ? a few months?! ....

Lunch was even more pathetic. I was standing outside alone , having a little 'me' time because i was too disturbed with the days events . Anish ( another classmate) joined me and started a conversation and out of the blue asked me about my ex . Okay he didn't know better so i politely asked him to change the topic because i was really uncomfortable talking about my ex. But he just refused to . I could have just walked away and eventually i did . But i stayed there long enough to get myself hurt . My feelings were all hurt.

People don't take me seriously and all i do is be genuine to them . By the time i got home i wished that it was invisible.

Around 4.30 pm i left for extra classes as my exams are fast approaching. I was going in an auto .
For those of you who don't know what an auto is :-

yeah we use it to travel around the city as its cheaper ( sort of like a mini taxi ) and more convenient while traveling through narrow roads .

yeah so i was going in an auto to class while i was passing my old friends college and i happen to see them . LOL and i ended up screaming out to them , making a dozen turns head. It had been over 2 months since i had seen these guys and I WAS SOO HAPPY .
i stopped the auto . Paid the guy . and RAN ...moreover SPRINTED to my friends . hugs and hgs later. I decided to bunk/cut class. (I'll make up for it tomorrow) and we ended up eating at this cute bakery called 'Alma's' . I missed them and in a long time i felt like me again. Laughing , eating and cracking up for the silliest things. Life has become so weird without them around . I mean we guys have been in the same class since what, 7 years? and suddenly we're like ALL APART. Can't help it though !. I had a lot of fun and come to think of it , the lousy morning seems to be nothing but a DOT in front the fun i had catching up with my old friends.
I felt good. really really good.
and the best part is , this Saturday is the school Annual Day . So the entire Alumni batch is coming back for a little re-union. I can't believe i get to see my whole batch again .
So i thank God because every time i have a rotten day... he always knows how to compensate it so that i know that little things like 'gossip' or 'useless opinions' are NOTHING compared to being with someone who knows who you really are . I think i needed that . Being stuck at a place where everyone has their own agenda , i needed a lil' pep talk from peopel who really matter to me <3