Summer. Internship?

Well i screwed up my exams pretty badly. And thanks to the results got the BIGGEST reality check of my life . So yeah i pretty much learned my lesson. :|
In other news . 11th grade is over and i have exactly a month until summer break starts here. So i need to plan . Last summer was all about "friends" .you can tell by the quotes that it not work out.
so this time i am going to engage myself in something that is not quite dependent on ...well friends ! =P

So yeah . For sure i am going to join Dance classes . I got called for an audition last week . It was to join this really posh troupe in SDIPA called the SPB ( Special Potential Batch) and well...it bombed. i messed up . BIG TIME . so i don't think i can make the cut for this round. guess I'll just have to try out after 6 months again. so will work hard !!! so yeah i am going to join dance . I also have to study . yes i know summer....but still this is the year i have to prep for my 12th Boards . these will be the BIGGEST and most HYPED examination of my entire schooling life. With this exam , i finally end school. Its like 'SAT's' of India. Which also reminds me i will also be taking SAT coaching .well that covers the studying aspect of my vacation. I will also look for a summer job or an internship . Something maybe in event management or journalism . So also finding info about that .that will be lotta fun :) And I'll probably start my piano classes again. Finish up one more level :)
well yeah this is whats going to keep me pretty covers my entire vacation.

Short post i know :)

Very Very Let Down :'(

Percy Jackson and the Olympians. My favorite book/series of all time. I literally fell in LOVE with the characters and I practically grew up with the book!
Book stars out with Percy being 12, and I was 12 when i started reading it. Its book 5 and Percy's 16 and so am I! =D (no its not lame that i calculated our ages together ....). I love it.
Last year around June, when I was aimlessly browsing the net like a million other teenagers I happen to fall up on the very first preview of the movie ! and i was like " ITS HERE ITS HERE ITS HERE " ]
Ahh Logan Lerman , you made my day .
The movie is supposed to release tomorrow. But get this NOT 1 theatre in my region is playing it. Stupid Telangana and KCR riots! DUDE WE ODNT WANT A SEPARATE STATE! WE JUST WANT OT WATCH PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS!
Great. My hopes of the whole "first day first show" experience has been washed away thanks the raining (reigning) student riots in the city.
Aw man... I was really looking forward to this..! Well...guess i have to indulge in piracy now ... Cuz there no way I am gonna be able to contain myself any longer!!!
I HAVE TO SEE THE MOVIE!!!!!PRONTO

(Oh if anyone does happen to see it... reviews PLEASE! ) <3

Thats the book , and here's the movie :

Annual Day 2010 \m/

Yesterday was probably one of the best days ever !!! Had my school Annual Day and we did a play / musical . LOL can you believe the school shelled out 5 lakhs ..which is about 18,000 USD . Crazy na !?! for a school event !!!! . But it was pretty grand . 300 of us dressed up like medieval kings , queens , minsters , commoners , hunters , soldiers , dancers , bow and arrow men , swordsmen etc etc...and not to forget animals as well. We re-enacted 'Chitraghana' written by the famous literary maestro Rabindranath Tagore ( also the poet of our National Anthem ) . We did it old school . and was it grand!!!! we even got stunt people to work with us and one of the characters had to descend from the 4 th floor of our school building ( he was suppose to be Madana..A God) .

heres the pic :

Anyways the whole thing was a grand success . We pretty much went all out even though it was just a school local annual day . But what i liked best was after the play . I MET ALL MY OLD FRIENDS and it was like a mini reunion . Every one turned up . I was like..beyond happy to see them .

This is just one of my closest gangs :

To the complete left is Nithin , he was the school head boy /prefect . Next to him is Raghav , he was the topper of my batch ( scored an overall of 96% in his boards...which is pretty awesome ) , Next to him is Jai , one of the smartest and most hilarious dudes i have ever met in my life , Then i am the one with my one leg up and i too was teh school head prefect along with Nithin , Next to me is Krutika , an angel of a friend! and next to her in the magenta shirt is Darshika , My bestest friend in the whole wide world ! and the guy next to her is Anudeep , gr8 guy very loyal and fun to hang out with .

And here's another :


loll the one in the goofy costume is Prathik , hell of a funny guy ...next to him @ the back is Sharath , a pain in the behind , in front of him is Appy , i am standing to her left , Sanju the one in pink ad black and the short girl is priyal .

Loll u can imagine....how many pics i took yesterday !!!
But all said and done , i had a fabulous time .
But then again all good things come to an end.... FINALS are in like 2 weeks and still haven't got my game on!!!
Anyways we have full day school from tomorrow , i don't have a choice but to study !! :(
Wish me LuCK !

I am a sucker for dance . I will do anything for it . Suppose you lose all your friends and all your loved ones ( as in they didn't care about you anymore ) yet you still had that one passion in you and its enough to kind of compensate the lack of Love...well that 'it' is dance for me . Yesterday was probably the most AWESOMEST ( if that's even a word) day ever . I joined SDIPA . its a dance institute. Great place. There is TV show here called DPL as in Dance Premiere League and one of the winners actually came down yesterday and gave us a special class in Hip Hop. Popping , locking Oh My Dear God i cannot get enough of it . We are ,as of now ,performing on the song 'Tambourine' by Eve . I have to say in the field of dance, my passion lies in Hip Hop . I really really thank God for this opportunity to work with such an awesome choreographer .=D
Okay gotta go practice . <3>
Short post but totally worth it!!!

here is the link to his fan page on FB...upcoming guy !!!

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=401489090156&ref=mf

Thank you for compensating Mr.everyday-fate-setter...or God?!

I had a pretty worthless day ( which does not include the evening) . It was pathetic. Yesterday one of my classmate and some guy in our school officially started going out. I was absent yesterday . (Wasn't well so mom said i could stay back) . Anyways yesterday they officially got together but they didn't want a lot of people to know because the guy's rep was at stake...or something like that . So more than being excited about the relationship Sanjana ( the girl..) was more obsessed about ME not getting to know. Okay i have known Sanjana for what 7 months now and who is she ...no seriously who is she to judge my character .?! I BARELY KNOW THE GIRL!!!! okay fine so she did .People have opinions , cool.I'm okay with it.Understandable. And no problem that she went and told Simran ( her new boyfriend) about me being a very 'gossip-ish' person .But what ticked me off was the way people just kept coming up to me and telling me " Arya ! how did you get to know?! " "you were NOT suppose to know " " now we're screwed 'cuz Arya knows" .... DUDE i have been ... wait i AM of the oldest students of my school . i am grounded in my roots . I was elected 'School Captain' for 2 years straight ! doesn't that say anything about my character? . No really , i really wonder how people per sieve me ?!!! If they were talking behind my back , i couldn't care less. What i don't know wont hurt me. But TO MY FACE hearing it from people who i thought trusted me and vice verse really upset me. You know every night i can confidently close my eyes and confess to God that i have been good and i have not done anything in my power to hurt anyone.OKay a few jokes here and there but who doesn't right? When you hurt someone you end up having this guilty feeling built up inside you and you can feel it even when you deny the truth. But i sleep every night confident that i haven't done wrong or at least not intentionally. People i knew for years together ,came up to me and said stuff that really hurt me. Especially when they hear it from someone who has been around for what ? a few months?! ....

Lunch was even more pathetic. I was standing outside alone , having a little 'me' time because i was too disturbed with the days events . Anish ( another classmate) joined me and started a conversation and out of the blue asked me about my ex . Okay he didn't know better so i politely asked him to change the topic because i was really uncomfortable talking about my ex. But he just refused to . I could have just walked away and eventually i did . But i stayed there long enough to get myself hurt . My feelings were all hurt.

People don't take me seriously and all i do is be genuine to them . By the time i got home i wished that it was invisible.

Around 4.30 pm i left for extra classes as my exams are fast approaching. I was going in an auto .
For those of you who don't know what an auto is :-

yeah we use it to travel around the city as its cheaper ( sort of like a mini taxi ) and more convenient while traveling through narrow roads .

yeah so i was going in an auto to class while i was passing my old friends college and i happen to see them . LOL and i ended up screaming out to them , making a dozen turns head. It had been over 2 months since i had seen these guys and I WAS SOO HAPPY .
i stopped the auto . Paid the guy . and RAN ...moreover SPRINTED to my friends . hugs and hgs later. I decided to bunk/cut class. (I'll make up for it tomorrow) and we ended up eating at this cute bakery called 'Alma's' . I missed them and in a long time i felt like me again. Laughing , eating and cracking up for the silliest things. Life has become so weird without them around . I mean we guys have been in the same class since what, 7 years? and suddenly we're like ALL APART. Can't help it though !. I had a lot of fun and come to think of it , the lousy morning seems to be nothing but a DOT in front the fun i had catching up with my old friends.
I felt good. really really good.
and the best part is , this Saturday is the school Annual Day . So the entire Alumni batch is coming back for a little re-union. I can't believe i get to see my whole batch again .
So i thank God because every time i have a rotten day... he always knows how to compensate it so that i know that little things like 'gossip' or 'useless opinions' are NOTHING compared to being with someone who knows who you really are . I think i needed that . Being stuck at a place where everyone has their own agenda , i needed a lil' pep talk from peopel who really matter to me <3

Ideas are funny little things.They dont work unless you do.

Intriguing right?!

That was one my batch mate's status on face book. It kind of got me thinking. Its so true !!! Let me give a little example of my own. People here are really getting the hang of playing musical instruments . Like five years ago , this sort of thing wasn't really popular (or at least i never noticed back then ) . But now , every other person i know is learning some instrument or the other which inevitably leads to the fact that now every teenager wants to start their own band . I , despite knowing how to play the piano , am really more into Dance . Oh! How i LOVE DANCE and its not just the " put the music on and shake a leg " kind of a dance ... its more of the " AAH ! i so wanna be on SYTYCD because i totally have the talent for it " kind of dance . So, while every body wants to start their own band , i want to start a hip hop troupe. Dorky?! :) Its just an idea . And i have been siting on this idea like a hen with a cold butt not warming the egg(idea) enough to hatch (although i don't think that's how it works!) . I talk a lot . Dream pretty Big . But end up ( I've noticed now!) doing absolutely nothing about it! I don't want to be like that anymore . So you know what i did? ENROLLED in this program/class that specifically does teach 5 styles of dance per batch . Let me try it out! and maybe I'll make friends or meet people that might be interested in the whole "starting a troupe " thing. And even if that doesn't work out i am going to search search and search till i cant search no-more because Rishi's ( batch mate ) was right! Ideas are funny little things. They don't work unless you don't work!!!

TRUE TRUE TRUE !

Wow...long way before i can do that ;) Can't wait! =)

F.I.N.A.L.S : f**k I Never Actually Learned this Stuff! ( pardon my language =P)

My school is absolutely brilliant!

while all the other schools in the city are planning to have their FINALS in the month of March ( ending by the way ) my school says " oh ! why don't we torture our Juniors and just have them next month i.e FEB! " :(

I am so nervous ! the Subjects i have opted are very different this year and i kind of joined late into the 'commerce' stream . So, 3 months of extra work is already mounted on my back which means i really have a lot to catch up on.


I really want to do well but i am weighed down with so much of extra work!!! well anyways i have officially started preparing from today . Just finished a couple of chapters and taking a little break . i need it !


i have allotted my self 6 days to complete ACCOUNTANCY . Its not enough . My text book is like the size of the 6th Harry Potter series and i wonder how i am actually going to be thorough let alone finish all the chapters in 6 day??!!! ( only God knows!) Anyways i am super excited about one thing and its that right after my prep for accounts i am starting math!!!:) okay i sound like a total nerd but i love math !!! And this year they finished the intro to calculus and i must say ...interesting! ( not really.... ) I kind of prefer Trigonometry to all the other topics in math. Most of the math taught to us isn't really applicable in daily life. Maybe it is but i don't see any point learning the binomial theorem ! I mean c'mon really how exactly am i going to use a 'quadratic equation' to well lets say buy a house ! or fire an employee ( sadist much?! )I mean these kind of topics are useful to people specializing in the science stream right??? But still have to and i do it with a smile 'cuz i like MATH :) . After math i was thinking of doing Economics which is a complete drag because 50 % of our portion is the calculation of statistics , you know index numbers .... mean , median, mode, standard deviation...etc etc . After that I'll go ahead with Business Studies which is fun too ! and last is English which is so boring and so lame . There is absolutely no challenge or scope in the subject this year. What i find even more lame and sometimes very amusing is that my English teacher , Kpk , finds a much more deep and significant and 'over calculated' and 'over concluded' ( if that's even a word!) meaning in a lesson/poem than the author! Its ridiculous. I mean a simple line like "she drank milk " would suddenly be related to a World War or the landing of the first man on the moon! See ! its that SILLY ! . Last year English was incredible ! We had such innovative activities , topics and lessons and this is year ... well i can sum up the entire subject in one simple word "DRY" .

But still , i gotta finish all my portions by February 1st and i am pretty confident i can do it! Okay this post was just to sort out my plan/ schedule . Okay all sorted out . ^_^ i am happy ! more posts later.

Oh yeah i am still pretty upset about my hair ! :( Its too short!!! :(

Arya

I Don't Believe In Horoscopes ... But This Was Freakishly Weird!!!!

I got up at a sensible time in the morning and in the house were busy doing their own thing. Mom was cooking , Dad was in the bathroom , Amma was reading , Lucifer ( don't ask who... ) was on the phone and the maid was out side gossiping with some lady ( we're paying her for that? ) I decided to go for a shower but i had to wait for dad to come out of the washroom because the only hot water available is from their ( parents) bathroom. Sucks right?! .

In the mean time i waited in the hall , half drowsy half awake and i happened to lay my eyes on a stack of newspapers and magazines. Bored, i decided to go through them . (Hey! i had nothing better to do right? ) :-) . I happen to come across this tiny little booklet that had "Elle tarot 2010" printed on the cover . I decided to flip through the pages disagree with everything written under "Virgo" ...Boy WAS i WRONG!!!

it looked something like this :

well first of it gave an over view and it said ( and i quote ) :this year you will be in the midst of a transition between the old and the new. Being confident from your past experiences , you can safely move into the new without having fear about the eventual outcome.

In the 'field' of romance : you have been involved in a painful situation that is in its final stages. A little later you may move into a new relationship. Keep in touch with your emotions and be open to emotional nurturing.

In the 'field' of career ( which i will consider school instead) :You may be involved in doing work for foreign countries. you have already done some ground work for future developments and the results are bound to be in your favour. you might have to wait a little.

In the 'field' of health : intensive dental treatment may be required this year.

Tip of the year : Avoid dwelling on the negative side of life . Count your blessings and use positive affirmations.

Please note , i typed everything briefly and didn't quote everything that was in that booklet.

Okay heres the weird part : Everything that i just typed ( and read ) actually happened to me! 2009 was a really bad year for me . I had my first major break up , Amma got really sick , I joined the most stupid school ever with backstabbers for class mates , for someone who is really outgoing and adventurous i became a total loner . It was like i became a 'self repellent' and suddenly no-one wanted to my friend. All my friends joined different colleges and became really busy so they hardly had time for me .

Relationship wise i was dumped by a guy who i really liked. I dated him for 2 years but i was his best friend for 6 yrs . He doesn't talk to me anymore . Its so weird that the horoscope said that i was in the final stage of a painful situation because i am just getting over the guy and i am actually more happy now.

Health wise it said i would get some intensive dental treatment and guess what! I got a root canal done on Jan 1st ( which was totally PAINFUL BTW ) !!!! loll. Career wise it said i would be involving my time in achieving something abroad and that's soo true because i am actually working on my grade so that i can get into a university in Singapore !!!

Its weird that some of the things that were written in the book were like a reflection of whatever happened in my life. I don't know if that was just pure coincidence and that could have happened to anyone or if i was sub-consciously relating things that happened to me in the past.

Well whatever it is , i feel so much better now. Because whatever happened , happened ...and i cant re-do or erase what i went through. I've learned to deal with it ( thankfully!) and i can gladly say i am moving on =) .Positive words or words of comfort , sympathy and encouragement really have/had great effect on me. With some one telling me that things are going to get better I feel/felt so much better !! It really helps/helped the situation and it relaxes/relaxed me .

Lotta bad things happened to me last year and i really cant find anything worth praising but 2010 is a new year and i went through some 'self discovery' and i have concluded that i deserve better and THINGS WILL GET BETTER.

So SCREW 2009 and 2010 BRING IT ON!!! =)

Ahh i feel so good and i am actually counting my blessing now.!!!
=)
Oh and i would like to thank music ,face book , chocolate , movies and Jo And Darsh for getting me through that PaInFul STupid YEar!!! i hope no-one has to go through that ever!!!

okay more later~ ^_^

Thai Food and Here???? it must be my LUCKY day =)

Today i had the most food-tastic day ever!!!

i got up pretty late in the morning ...close to noon actually and in a long time mom actually decided i was worthy of having pancakes !!! loll to top it off i had it with a scoop of ice cream !!! you must be thinking .. pancakes and ice-cream ...really?!! BELIEVE me its one of the best combos ever!!! oh yeah ...the maple syrup was there too! (i would never forget that!)

For lunch i had to go down to sec'bad to buy some material , so on our way back we stopped at Chutney's , the place to binge on south Indian tiffins . and OMG i had their dosa and believe me their Sambhar is to DIE FOR.... forget seconds , thirds also wasn't enough ...i just kept eating and eating and eating. =) =)

In the evening i chilled with grandma ( Amma as i call her ) . While she had tea , i ate a guava from our farm . They we're huge and soft and i absolutely loved 'em!

Just when i thought i had the perfect day ( food wise! ) something surprised me before
Around 7pm i had to go down to the super market to pick up some magazines , soap and cinnamon ( weird list ...) and to my delight , they opened up a Thai joint right opposite the market!! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!!! i was soooo happy..i LOVE THAI FOOD !!!! ahhh and i know you don't get thai food where i stay ...so i was so happy they finally opened up a joint here in the city!!! I called up mom from my cellphone and begged her to come down with dad so that i can have a taste but she said she already made dinner and promised we'd go another time :( ...that's okay . i know she'll keep her promise...she has to ! otherwise i wont let her live it down *wink* *wink* ...
!!!
Go Thai Go Thai! its your b'day , its your b'day ..( background : me doing a silly dance)

DID YOU KNOW :Fortune cookies were actually invented in America and Abu Dabhi is the capital of UAE and its not Dubai !!! Okay you probably would have know those facts and this just shows how ignorant i can be .. BuT still! interesting! ;)

You Give Girls A Bad Name

Harsh title na?!!!

yeah i totally agree.

This is something i have been observing for such a long time and i don't know why i just felt the need to blog about it.

I had ( still do ) the best set of friends. Even though now we are all in different junior colleges we still keep in touch....Very much in contact!. Anyways , let me tell you a little something about me and my friends. We are BINDASS ....( that's slang for absolutely carefree) , we are true to ourselves , defend the right and THRASH the guilty!!! ...basically we are good human beings with hearts of gold and have spirits that will roam the earth long after we are gone spreading "goodness" everywhere....okay that was a little melodramatic.

Guys in my school even though can be sweet , sadly lack respect for girls . And little-little things they do hurts the dignity of every girl in our grade.

Like for instance , they BEG us to complete their assignments ..Beg , plead , get down on both knees and pray to us like we're god ( not taking the Lord's name in vain ) ....its embarrassing and then later on they bitch about us behind our backs amongst each other.

my point is they use us. Talk to us only when they need something and once they have their job done...pooof we're all a bunch a scum to them .

i am definitely proud of me and my friends to realize what jerks these guys are and finally ...FINALLY show em the finger and let them know that we're not their servants and learn to have a little respect for us.!!! and guess what?!! asserting our selves really worked! they backed off ...started treating us like actual human beings and respected our very existence. Don't get me wrong...we don't trot along like queens , but yeah i am ashamed to say that i know people like this. People who have condescending , mean and very selfish attitudes.


But you know its not them that actually bothers me. Its the other girls of our grade. Everyday i see them suck up to these macho losers like there's nothing to it. and honestly i don't understand how they put themselves through it.

I mean come on!!! You have no idea how much i have tried to tell them , but they are just not ready to listen . Vandana Ma'am ( my business studies teacher ) keeps telling us that we all suffer from ASD...attention seeking disorder....well you know what ..i guess these girls do!!!

Man what i would do to get them out of this syndrome. Guys will Be Guys . No matter how much you try to straighten a dogs curled tail, it will still curl up . But i hate to admit that the attitude of my class mates ( girls ) is exactly like a dogs tail too and that frustrates me a lot.!!!

=( .. they need help!! and i wish i could help them!!! =(

HaHa I Know Who You Are..... KING DOOF

Graffiti gangs Of the Pearl City is what i would call them
from The Renegaders to Inquilab Zindabad slogans splashed on many public walls of the city i finally figured out the dudes behind KING DOOF...as interesting as it may seem ...king doof is popular only in some areas and Renegaders, DD9 , Zack ,ZooZoo and Inquilab Zindabad gangs are scattered througgh out the city.


I feel so bad now. i mean it never bothered me back then...but now that i know who they are...AHHH i feel really bad
!!!!!
King Doof are non other than the guys from my commerce class and science class ( neighbouring) . Yes ...and how exactly did i find this out... ??!! i'll tell you. These dudes ( who surprised be me by keeping quiet for over a year ) gave out sneaky clues...of course unintentionally .



Clue number one : my ex boyfriend kind of let it out to a mutual friend who told me


Clue Number two : On the compound wall of my school its written : batch of '08 -'09 Rocks ....and coincidentally that was my batch...and right beside that was the KD trademark .
( this one actually kind of gave it off)


Clue Number three : i heard one of the guys saying " adhi manade ra...kaani yovarki chepaku " .... which translates to " its ours BTW...don't tell anyone"



Now you must be thinking ...why am i so bothered anyways?
well turns out graffiti is banned in our city ...so having a bunch of 16 year olds who I KNOW and ASSOCIATE with everyday do something illegal....is well kind of exciting...even if its as lame as graffiti ...and the other reason is i hate the fact that they mess withe PEPE jeans people.



there's a really classy outlet of PEPE close by...and these idiots keep 'KING DOOFING' the hott guy models faces and ummm...well also make a really poor and extremely lame attempts to draw a Lil inappropriate figures on the lady models...and the poor pepe people always end up changing the posters or painting their outside walls.



kind of makes me feel guilty though....i mean i know whose doing it ...and after the whole PEPE thing i am feeling bad..i should complain shouldn't i ??? ...but then again these guys are really sweet to me and um....I've know them since like what i was 3 years/10years/15 years....



Sucks...i never really thought these guys would end up doing things like this....loll now i am curious , who are the people behind the other gangs? are they as old as me? younger????....the Inquilab Zindabad people were really awesome...they would end up writing slogans against corruption...terrorism...etc etc... it was an awesome shout out to the rest of the dormant people out there who seriously needed to wake up and realize how bad our country really is!!!!



Now that my friends is...POSHHHHHHHHHHHHH :)

I am going to stop procrastinating...tomorrow =P

3 accounts worksheets
50 trigonometry problems
20 literature questions
6 lessons in economics
1 business studies presentation

to finish

and i had 10 days to do it.


and guess how much time i have left now???!!!.... 10 hrs and 5 minutes.

who would have thought that someone like me ..who puts off soo much of work got a 90% overall grade in her finals last year....yeah sometimes even i surprise myself i know i have to finish the work . i am very well aware of the consequences ...which are BTW:

Accounts : she'll scream ...call us all morons ...humiliate us...moreover me in front of the whole class

Math : Susheel Sir is probably the most sweetes man i have ever met in my life. he isint exactly linient but believe me , he has taken math to a whole new level for me....for someone who thought she would never take up math as a junior college subject , math has become on of my fav subjects ever...GO ALGEBRAAAA ....!!! =)...the thing is i hate to let some one like him down and i am one of the students in his class he really has high hopes for...that really creeps me out sometimes because i am not really good at math....I'm just average . But i guess my enthusiasm levels go UP UP and AWAY whenever i have his class..


English : not so worried cuz I'm sure she wont even notice

Economics : i got my finals coming up and i cant believe how much i have to finish ...so regardless of whether my teacher tells me anything or not ...the pressure I'll create for my self will be enough to torture me

Business Studies : 5% if my final grade depends on it....gr8 ...i really messed up there

OK now that i have all the statistics laid out ....WHY IS IT THAT I CANT GET MY ASS OFF MY BED TO MY DESK AND START FINISHING MY WORK. I've really done is this time...my finals are in a month and honestly these two years of junior college determine EVERYTHING I AM gonna take for college in 2011...and i cant believe i am not serious yet!!!

okay okay okay...i got to pull it together....I'm gonna challenge myself....i have 10 hrs and well as of now only 10 hrs left to finish up my work....if i can finish at least subjects out of the list...I'm going to celebrate !!!!! ( not exactly sure how that's gonna happen ) ....but i f i don't then I'm gonna forcibly cut off my internet connection for the next week!!!!!!!

and I'm a man...umm girl...of my WORD...!!!!

so itsssss onnn tonight :):)

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