Ideas are funny little things.They dont work unless you do.

Intriguing right?!

That was one my batch mate's status on face book. It kind of got me thinking. Its so true !!! Let me give a little example of my own. People here are really getting the hang of playing musical instruments . Like five years ago , this sort of thing wasn't really popular (or at least i never noticed back then ) . But now , every other person i know is learning some instrument or the other which inevitably leads to the fact that now every teenager wants to start their own band . I , despite knowing how to play the piano , am really more into Dance . Oh! How i LOVE DANCE and its not just the " put the music on and shake a leg " kind of a dance ... its more of the " AAH ! i so wanna be on SYTYCD because i totally have the talent for it " kind of dance . So, while every body wants to start their own band , i want to start a hip hop troupe. Dorky?! :) Its just an idea . And i have been siting on this idea like a hen with a cold butt not warming the egg(idea) enough to hatch (although i don't think that's how it works!) . I talk a lot . Dream pretty Big . But end up ( I've noticed now!) doing absolutely nothing about it! I don't want to be like that anymore . So you know what i did? ENROLLED in this program/class that specifically does teach 5 styles of dance per batch . Let me try it out! and maybe I'll make friends or meet people that might be interested in the whole "starting a troupe " thing. And even if that doesn't work out i am going to search search and search till i cant search no-more because Rishi's ( batch mate ) was right! Ideas are funny little things. They don't work unless you don't work!!!

TRUE TRUE TRUE !

Wow...long way before i can do that ;) Can't wait! =)

F.I.N.A.L.S : f**k I Never Actually Learned this Stuff! ( pardon my language =P)

My school is absolutely brilliant!

while all the other schools in the city are planning to have their FINALS in the month of March ( ending by the way ) my school says " oh ! why don't we torture our Juniors and just have them next month i.e FEB! " :(

I am so nervous ! the Subjects i have opted are very different this year and i kind of joined late into the 'commerce' stream . So, 3 months of extra work is already mounted on my back which means i really have a lot to catch up on.


I really want to do well but i am weighed down with so much of extra work!!! well anyways i have officially started preparing from today . Just finished a couple of chapters and taking a little break . i need it !


i have allotted my self 6 days to complete ACCOUNTANCY . Its not enough . My text book is like the size of the 6th Harry Potter series and i wonder how i am actually going to be thorough let alone finish all the chapters in 6 day??!!! ( only God knows!) Anyways i am super excited about one thing and its that right after my prep for accounts i am starting math!!!:) okay i sound like a total nerd but i love math !!! And this year they finished the intro to calculus and i must say ...interesting! ( not really.... ) I kind of prefer Trigonometry to all the other topics in math. Most of the math taught to us isn't really applicable in daily life. Maybe it is but i don't see any point learning the binomial theorem ! I mean c'mon really how exactly am i going to use a 'quadratic equation' to well lets say buy a house ! or fire an employee ( sadist much?! )I mean these kind of topics are useful to people specializing in the science stream right??? But still have to and i do it with a smile 'cuz i like MATH :) . After math i was thinking of doing Economics which is a complete drag because 50 % of our portion is the calculation of statistics , you know index numbers .... mean , median, mode, standard deviation...etc etc . After that I'll go ahead with Business Studies which is fun too ! and last is English which is so boring and so lame . There is absolutely no challenge or scope in the subject this year. What i find even more lame and sometimes very amusing is that my English teacher , Kpk , finds a much more deep and significant and 'over calculated' and 'over concluded' ( if that's even a word!) meaning in a lesson/poem than the author! Its ridiculous. I mean a simple line like "she drank milk " would suddenly be related to a World War or the landing of the first man on the moon! See ! its that SILLY ! . Last year English was incredible ! We had such innovative activities , topics and lessons and this is year ... well i can sum up the entire subject in one simple word "DRY" .

But still , i gotta finish all my portions by February 1st and i am pretty confident i can do it! Okay this post was just to sort out my plan/ schedule . Okay all sorted out . ^_^ i am happy ! more posts later.

Oh yeah i am still pretty upset about my hair ! :( Its too short!!! :(

Arya

I Don't Believe In Horoscopes ... But This Was Freakishly Weird!!!!

I got up at a sensible time in the morning and in the house were busy doing their own thing. Mom was cooking , Dad was in the bathroom , Amma was reading , Lucifer ( don't ask who... ) was on the phone and the maid was out side gossiping with some lady ( we're paying her for that? ) I decided to go for a shower but i had to wait for dad to come out of the washroom because the only hot water available is from their ( parents) bathroom. Sucks right?! .

In the mean time i waited in the hall , half drowsy half awake and i happened to lay my eyes on a stack of newspapers and magazines. Bored, i decided to go through them . (Hey! i had nothing better to do right? ) :-) . I happen to come across this tiny little booklet that had "Elle tarot 2010" printed on the cover . I decided to flip through the pages disagree with everything written under "Virgo" ...Boy WAS i WRONG!!!

it looked something like this :

well first of it gave an over view and it said ( and i quote ) :this year you will be in the midst of a transition between the old and the new. Being confident from your past experiences , you can safely move into the new without having fear about the eventual outcome.

In the 'field' of romance : you have been involved in a painful situation that is in its final stages. A little later you may move into a new relationship. Keep in touch with your emotions and be open to emotional nurturing.

In the 'field' of career ( which i will consider school instead) :You may be involved in doing work for foreign countries. you have already done some ground work for future developments and the results are bound to be in your favour. you might have to wait a little.

In the 'field' of health : intensive dental treatment may be required this year.

Tip of the year : Avoid dwelling on the negative side of life . Count your blessings and use positive affirmations.

Please note , i typed everything briefly and didn't quote everything that was in that booklet.

Okay heres the weird part : Everything that i just typed ( and read ) actually happened to me! 2009 was a really bad year for me . I had my first major break up , Amma got really sick , I joined the most stupid school ever with backstabbers for class mates , for someone who is really outgoing and adventurous i became a total loner . It was like i became a 'self repellent' and suddenly no-one wanted to my friend. All my friends joined different colleges and became really busy so they hardly had time for me .

Relationship wise i was dumped by a guy who i really liked. I dated him for 2 years but i was his best friend for 6 yrs . He doesn't talk to me anymore . Its so weird that the horoscope said that i was in the final stage of a painful situation because i am just getting over the guy and i am actually more happy now.

Health wise it said i would get some intensive dental treatment and guess what! I got a root canal done on Jan 1st ( which was totally PAINFUL BTW ) !!!! loll. Career wise it said i would be involving my time in achieving something abroad and that's soo true because i am actually working on my grade so that i can get into a university in Singapore !!!

Its weird that some of the things that were written in the book were like a reflection of whatever happened in my life. I don't know if that was just pure coincidence and that could have happened to anyone or if i was sub-consciously relating things that happened to me in the past.

Well whatever it is , i feel so much better now. Because whatever happened , happened ...and i cant re-do or erase what i went through. I've learned to deal with it ( thankfully!) and i can gladly say i am moving on =) .Positive words or words of comfort , sympathy and encouragement really have/had great effect on me. With some one telling me that things are going to get better I feel/felt so much better !! It really helps/helped the situation and it relaxes/relaxed me .

Lotta bad things happened to me last year and i really cant find anything worth praising but 2010 is a new year and i went through some 'self discovery' and i have concluded that i deserve better and THINGS WILL GET BETTER.

So SCREW 2009 and 2010 BRING IT ON!!! =)

Ahh i feel so good and i am actually counting my blessing now.!!!
=)
Oh and i would like to thank music ,face book , chocolate , movies and Jo And Darsh for getting me through that PaInFul STupid YEar!!! i hope no-one has to go through that ever!!!

okay more later~ ^_^

Thai Food and Here???? it must be my LUCKY day =)

Today i had the most food-tastic day ever!!!

i got up pretty late in the morning ...close to noon actually and in a long time mom actually decided i was worthy of having pancakes !!! loll to top it off i had it with a scoop of ice cream !!! you must be thinking .. pancakes and ice-cream ...really?!! BELIEVE me its one of the best combos ever!!! oh yeah ...the maple syrup was there too! (i would never forget that!)

For lunch i had to go down to sec'bad to buy some material , so on our way back we stopped at Chutney's , the place to binge on south Indian tiffins . and OMG i had their dosa and believe me their Sambhar is to DIE FOR.... forget seconds , thirds also wasn't enough ...i just kept eating and eating and eating. =) =)

In the evening i chilled with grandma ( Amma as i call her ) . While she had tea , i ate a guava from our farm . They we're huge and soft and i absolutely loved 'em!

Just when i thought i had the perfect day ( food wise! ) something surprised me before
Around 7pm i had to go down to the super market to pick up some magazines , soap and cinnamon ( weird list ...) and to my delight , they opened up a Thai joint right opposite the market!! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!!! i was soooo happy..i LOVE THAI FOOD !!!! ahhh and i know you don't get thai food where i stay ...so i was so happy they finally opened up a joint here in the city!!! I called up mom from my cellphone and begged her to come down with dad so that i can have a taste but she said she already made dinner and promised we'd go another time :( ...that's okay . i know she'll keep her promise...she has to ! otherwise i wont let her live it down *wink* *wink* ...
!!!
Go Thai Go Thai! its your b'day , its your b'day ..( background : me doing a silly dance)

DID YOU KNOW :Fortune cookies were actually invented in America and Abu Dabhi is the capital of UAE and its not Dubai !!! Okay you probably would have know those facts and this just shows how ignorant i can be .. BuT still! interesting! ;)

You Give Girls A Bad Name

Harsh title na?!!!

yeah i totally agree.

This is something i have been observing for such a long time and i don't know why i just felt the need to blog about it.

I had ( still do ) the best set of friends. Even though now we are all in different junior colleges we still keep in touch....Very much in contact!. Anyways , let me tell you a little something about me and my friends. We are BINDASS ....( that's slang for absolutely carefree) , we are true to ourselves , defend the right and THRASH the guilty!!! ...basically we are good human beings with hearts of gold and have spirits that will roam the earth long after we are gone spreading "goodness" everywhere....okay that was a little melodramatic.

Guys in my school even though can be sweet , sadly lack respect for girls . And little-little things they do hurts the dignity of every girl in our grade.

Like for instance , they BEG us to complete their assignments ..Beg , plead , get down on both knees and pray to us like we're god ( not taking the Lord's name in vain ) ....its embarrassing and then later on they bitch about us behind our backs amongst each other.

my point is they use us. Talk to us only when they need something and once they have their job done...pooof we're all a bunch a scum to them .

i am definitely proud of me and my friends to realize what jerks these guys are and finally ...FINALLY show em the finger and let them know that we're not their servants and learn to have a little respect for us.!!! and guess what?!! asserting our selves really worked! they backed off ...started treating us like actual human beings and respected our very existence. Don't get me wrong...we don't trot along like queens , but yeah i am ashamed to say that i know people like this. People who have condescending , mean and very selfish attitudes.


But you know its not them that actually bothers me. Its the other girls of our grade. Everyday i see them suck up to these macho losers like there's nothing to it. and honestly i don't understand how they put themselves through it.

I mean come on!!! You have no idea how much i have tried to tell them , but they are just not ready to listen . Vandana Ma'am ( my business studies teacher ) keeps telling us that we all suffer from ASD...attention seeking disorder....well you know what ..i guess these girls do!!!

Man what i would do to get them out of this syndrome. Guys will Be Guys . No matter how much you try to straighten a dogs curled tail, it will still curl up . But i hate to admit that the attitude of my class mates ( girls ) is exactly like a dogs tail too and that frustrates me a lot.!!!

=( .. they need help!! and i wish i could help them!!! =(

HaHa I Know Who You Are..... KING DOOF

Graffiti gangs Of the Pearl City is what i would call them
from The Renegaders to Inquilab Zindabad slogans splashed on many public walls of the city i finally figured out the dudes behind KING DOOF...as interesting as it may seem ...king doof is popular only in some areas and Renegaders, DD9 , Zack ,ZooZoo and Inquilab Zindabad gangs are scattered througgh out the city.


I feel so bad now. i mean it never bothered me back then...but now that i know who they are...AHHH i feel really bad
!!!!!
King Doof are non other than the guys from my commerce class and science class ( neighbouring) . Yes ...and how exactly did i find this out... ??!! i'll tell you. These dudes ( who surprised be me by keeping quiet for over a year ) gave out sneaky clues...of course unintentionally .



Clue number one : my ex boyfriend kind of let it out to a mutual friend who told me


Clue Number two : On the compound wall of my school its written : batch of '08 -'09 Rocks ....and coincidentally that was my batch...and right beside that was the KD trademark .
( this one actually kind of gave it off)


Clue Number three : i heard one of the guys saying " adhi manade ra...kaani yovarki chepaku " .... which translates to " its ours BTW...don't tell anyone"



Now you must be thinking ...why am i so bothered anyways?
well turns out graffiti is banned in our city ...so having a bunch of 16 year olds who I KNOW and ASSOCIATE with everyday do something illegal....is well kind of exciting...even if its as lame as graffiti ...and the other reason is i hate the fact that they mess withe PEPE jeans people.



there's a really classy outlet of PEPE close by...and these idiots keep 'KING DOOFING' the hott guy models faces and ummm...well also make a really poor and extremely lame attempts to draw a Lil inappropriate figures on the lady models...and the poor pepe people always end up changing the posters or painting their outside walls.



kind of makes me feel guilty though....i mean i know whose doing it ...and after the whole PEPE thing i am feeling bad..i should complain shouldn't i ??? ...but then again these guys are really sweet to me and um....I've know them since like what i was 3 years/10years/15 years....



Sucks...i never really thought these guys would end up doing things like this....loll now i am curious , who are the people behind the other gangs? are they as old as me? younger????....the Inquilab Zindabad people were really awesome...they would end up writing slogans against corruption...terrorism...etc etc... it was an awesome shout out to the rest of the dormant people out there who seriously needed to wake up and realize how bad our country really is!!!!



Now that my friends is...POSHHHHHHHHHHHHH :)

I am going to stop procrastinating...tomorrow =P

3 accounts worksheets
50 trigonometry problems
20 literature questions
6 lessons in economics
1 business studies presentation

to finish

and i had 10 days to do it.


and guess how much time i have left now???!!!.... 10 hrs and 5 minutes.

who would have thought that someone like me ..who puts off soo much of work got a 90% overall grade in her finals last year....yeah sometimes even i surprise myself i know i have to finish the work . i am very well aware of the consequences ...which are BTW:

Accounts : she'll scream ...call us all morons ...humiliate us...moreover me in front of the whole class

Math : Susheel Sir is probably the most sweetes man i have ever met in my life. he isint exactly linient but believe me , he has taken math to a whole new level for me....for someone who thought she would never take up math as a junior college subject , math has become on of my fav subjects ever...GO ALGEBRAAAA ....!!! =)...the thing is i hate to let some one like him down and i am one of the students in his class he really has high hopes for...that really creeps me out sometimes because i am not really good at math....I'm just average . But i guess my enthusiasm levels go UP UP and AWAY whenever i have his class..


English : not so worried cuz I'm sure she wont even notice

Economics : i got my finals coming up and i cant believe how much i have to finish ...so regardless of whether my teacher tells me anything or not ...the pressure I'll create for my self will be enough to torture me

Business Studies : 5% if my final grade depends on it....gr8 ...i really messed up there

OK now that i have all the statistics laid out ....WHY IS IT THAT I CANT GET MY ASS OFF MY BED TO MY DESK AND START FINISHING MY WORK. I've really done is this time...my finals are in a month and honestly these two years of junior college determine EVERYTHING I AM gonna take for college in 2011...and i cant believe i am not serious yet!!!

okay okay okay...i got to pull it together....I'm gonna challenge myself....i have 10 hrs and well as of now only 10 hrs left to finish up my work....if i can finish at least subjects out of the list...I'm going to celebrate !!!!! ( not exactly sure how that's gonna happen ) ....but i f i don't then I'm gonna forcibly cut off my internet connection for the next week!!!!!!!

and I'm a man...umm girl...of my WORD...!!!!

so itsssss onnn tonight :):)

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